My dream is to have a studio. A big huge room that is all mine for all my stuff to create with. And believe me, I got stuff! I absolutely adore the magazine WHERE WOMEN CREATE. It not only inspires me but I feel a kind of fellowship with the other artists even tho they are strangers. I anxiously await the next issue.
I cannot express enough how happy I am that I am a creative person. I LOVE to create, it is like playing to me. So my dream is to have a studio and time to be in it. Here's the rub: that would mean other things would have to be given up. I am responsible for my two 85 year old parents. The only way to move to a place with a studio and have time to use it is if they were gone. And while my mom is very sick I don't want to lose her or my dad. So I will just sit late at night in my crowded messy little extra bedroom/craft room and create when I can. I will enjoy my parents while they are still here, pray for more patience and know that when they are gone that I did everything possible for them and sacrificed for them. Then it will be my turn.
Well since we are dreaming - I wish I had a million dollars and I would buy you that room. Actually I picture a little shed sized building out in your yard where you can decorate, organize, and stock it with everything you would need to create unconditionally. Love you Barb
ReplyDeleteYou are a good daughter.
ReplyDeleteYou must have gotten that creativity from your parents, and the love you have for them must be a reflection of the love they've given to you. Do enjoy them.
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