She sees that her trading is profitable, and her lamp does not go out at night. Prov. 31:18

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

My dream is to have a studio. A big huge room that is all mine for all my stuff to create with. And believe me, I got stuff! I absolutely adore the magazine WHERE WOMEN CREATE. It not only inspires me but I feel a kind of fellowship with the other artists even tho they are strangers. I anxiously await the next issue.
I cannot express enough how happy I am that I am a creative person. I LOVE to create, it is like playing to me. So my dream is to have a studio and time to be in it. Here's the rub: that would mean other things would have to be given up. I am responsible for my two 85 year old parents. The only way to move to a place with a studio and have time to use it is if they were gone. And while my mom is very sick I don't want to lose her or my dad. So I will just sit late at night in my crowded messy little extra bedroom/craft room and create when I can. I will enjoy my parents while they are still here, pray for more patience and know that when they are gone that I did everything possible for them and sacrificed for them. Then it will be my turn.


  1. Well since we are dreaming - I wish I had a million dollars and I would buy you that room. Actually I picture a little shed sized building out in your yard where you can decorate, organize, and stock it with everything you would need to create unconditionally. Love you Barb

  2. You must have gotten that creativity from your parents, and the love you have for them must be a reflection of the love they've given to you. Do enjoy them.